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Photos: In my first morning outside home after the attack on Gaza, I saw a rainbow

After the attack on Gaza ended on late November 21, within less than an hour after the truce was declared, tens of thousands of Palestinian people marched Gaza streets celebrating a victory that was painted with the people’s pains, blood, sacrifice, and determination. According to the latest update of Ministry of Health in Gaza, 191 people were killed including 48 children–16 of them were below the age of 5, 12 women, and 20 elderly people. Moreover, 1492 people were injured, including 533 children–195 of them were below the age of 5, 245 women, and 103 elderly people.Check my blog for names, ages, and circumstances in which 174 victim were killed.

The people of the Gaza Strip returned eagerly to their ordinary lives right after the attack ended. But still, their happiness was incomplete with much loss among their souls; with many dreams killed before they even blossomed. They couldn’t fully be happy with so much painful scenes from the 8-day attack; reflected in their memories and with the sense of insecurity that Israel left them with. They knew Israel would violate the agreement any moment—which is what actually happened.  Four people lost their lives after the truce and many violations were reported against Israel.

However, they didn’t allow their pains and fears to stop them from celebrating, to depress their spirits. Out of their sufferings, they have found a gateway to more hope.  They believe that a day shall arrive when she shall overcome all these obstacles and they keep faith in their just cause. Their pains turned into more willingness to sacrifice and determination to keep fighting for their justice and the justice of every Palestinian killed. They turned their suffering into a level of positive energy anyone can imagine. They filled out Gaza’s streets and chanted with a united voice for freedom.

Personally, it has taken me quite a while to recover. I can still feel my body unconsciously shaking and I would frequently wake up from nightmares with a scream of horror. I found it difficult to concentrate on my studies nor fully enjoy being in the presence of my friends or family’s company–I would be physically with them but mentally somewhere else.

Soon after the attack ended, I had to go through another sad event–having to say goodbye to another best friend that has been a main source of comfort and security in these times of difficulties. Very early in the morning, at 7:00 am on November 26, I left my house to greet him one last time before he traveled. It was a very sad feeling that I was going to part with another close friend without knowing when I would see him again, especially after I already experienced this with my two sisters who traveled about a month earlier.

However, on this day that was depicted to me as another black day in my life, nature opened its arms to wrap me with warmth as I saw a rainbow. I was amazed when I saw that beauty in Gaza’s sky. It felt like God wanted to convey to me through this rainbow that things will be alright. This rainbow filled my heart with peace, warmth, tranquility and happiness. Luckily I had my camera then and I had the opportunity to commemorate that exceptional natural scene that I haven’t seen for long time.

PS: I apologize that I didn’t share this breathtaking scene with you earlier, but I was very occupied with too many things.O


Gaza's beach

Gaza’s beach

A rainbow captured at Gaza's beach

A rainbow captured at Gaza’s beach


7 responses

  1. Every cloud has a silver lining Shahd, and how fitting that a rainbow should greet you after the cease fire was called, a rainbow that is as bright and as colourful as the people of Gaza.


    December 10, 2012 at 1:27 am

  2. TAE

    I’m glad many people are on the way to recovery.
    If you find the time, could you tell us, who are to far away to help in person, about organizations you would endorse?
    It’s hard to judge these things from afar (thought that doesn’t keep some people from making judgements, unfortunately).


    December 10, 2012 at 5:19 pm

  3. I’m a bit spiritual. The rainbow might have been a salute from Yasir Arafat.


    December 11, 2012 at 9:08 am

  4. Just beautiful Shahd. It is said that when you see a rainbow you have the right to a wish – I am sure I know what yours would be, and it would be the same for all of us – your many friends. Take care <3


    December 11, 2012 at 11:36 am

  5. j.spencer

    nice one………. it,s sad there are warships beyond the rainbow !


    December 11, 2012 at 5:37 pm

  6. InsyaAllah,the rainbow is a sign of better times ahead. At least now it is easier for people from all over the world to come and give aid. it was alsmost impossible last time

    Date: Sun, 9 Dec 2012 21:53:26 +0000 To:


    December 11, 2012 at 6:27 pm

  7. Ibrar

    Always a pleasure to read sis’, keep up the good work and Salaam alaikum!


    December 11, 2012 at 6:58 pm

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